Iniwo ndine hupenyu

aenda nhasi, ... ndinokusiira iwe kwemazuva mashoma ... Ndichaverenga mameseji ako kana ndadzoka.

Zuva iro, kuairport taifanirwa kumutora muyeya isingatendeki, chimiro chake chinosiririsa chairatidza kukwegura kwaakaiswa mavhiki matatu, hug rake rakapwanya mweya wangu, kujaira kubereka zvandaimisikidza kusvika masentimita makumi mashanu uye Ndakatendeuka mukufara-kuenda-kutenderera. Pane ichi chiitiko akandiswededza pedyo nemuviri wake, akapinza mapendekete angu nemaoko ake uye akapaza souti yakazadzwa netariro iri kure.

"Tichasangana zvakare," akadaro.

Zvese zvakaitika nekukasira, rimwe zuva, akamuka achibaya; ruoko rwake rweruboshwe negumbo rakabuditswa sepfuti 22 uye chikwangwani pachiso chake chinoita senge chinongedzo chechiso. Tete vangu, nerubatsiro rwe mutyairi wetekisi, vakamutakura pamapfudzi kuenda kuchipatara cheevangelical chechi cheSiguatepeque, kwavakazomuchengetedza kwemavhiki matatu, mukati menguva iyoyo akatadza kudzora nerve pamusoro pemakumbo ake.

"Ndinogona kusimudza makumbo," akadaro. Asi pandinoisa ruoko rwetsoka dzangu ndinonzwa kurwadza kunge ndarara, izvo zvinonhedza mabvi angu.

Yakanga iri bundu bundu iro rairwisa huropi hwake, pamakumi manomwe nemasere akarangarira ipapo kuti paakanga achiri mudiki akatambura kubva paruoko rwakaoma, akataura zvekare zvimwe manhamba akauya nguva nenguva, uye nhevedzano yezvisvinu zvaakawona mune mamwe mazuva apo zviyero zvaiita kunge zvichimusiya. Nekudaro, akararama neizvi hupenyu hwake hwese, simba rake mukutaurisa mombe, kubika mhuru kana kutakura quical ye mezcal haina kumbomutendera kuti akanganiswe nekutyisidzira kwekupedzisira kwaive muuropi hwake; zvino makore makumi maviri aakange ari muUnited States, aine "kuchengetedzeka munharaunda" aidzora triglycerides yake uye nekuzorora kwechiedza akarara achityisidzira kusvika adzokera kunzvimbo dzinopisa, kwaanodya nyemba dzakajairwa oenda kuna chiremba chete emergency .

Kashoma kamoyo muhupenyu iwe unofungidzira kuti nguva yekuve nababa vako ichapfupiswa mukugomera, yega yega kuyeuka kwavo kunokuridzira zvakadzama pamberi penyaya yekufambira mberi parwendo rusina munhu rwaakatizira. Zvichida kunzwa kwekunakidzwa nenguva shoma dzaive padyo uye dzakawanda dzaivepo nechekure dzinounza rugare rwepfungwa nezvezvisarudzo zvemusiki, uye kunyangwe paine mukana wekuti anofanira kumirira isu kwenguva yakareba, iwe unoshuva kupora nekutenda kwese.

Hupenyu hupfupi, zvinoita sekunge zuro paakandidzidzisa kupatsanurwa nemaviri, paakandidzidzisa kushambira munzvimbo yekutenderera, paakandipa masendi makumi maviri kuna Pliny, apo isu vaviri takanyarara tisati tatanga chikamu chegumi nemaviri Makore aFarabundo Martí, ndinogona kurangarira zuva iro ratsva, kutanga nyoka mushure memakore gumi tabva, takasvika pamba patakaberekerwa, naMatapalo vachidya michindwe. Ndinogona kukutendai nenguva idzodzo pataigara padombo, pachikomo cheZatoca, kuchamhembe kweEl Salvador; mafuta mashoma emabillura seanogaro mune nyaya dze nguva dzese; rurimi runopinza mumugodhi, Chilica mumisangano, mudziyo uri pakona yaJudhasi, skunk yakamutsidzira kumeso. Ini ndaigona kuvaudza zvakare kane chiuru, ini ndichiri kunakidzwa navo sekutanga; Aya ndiwo maitiro ehurukuro dzekutaurira nyaya mumaproseine nemavara matatu kubva pamitsetse mitatu yakagarwa nhaka mukuseka kwakaipa kuseka kwavo

Parizvino, ini ndinochengeta imwe neimwe yenhau dzake dzakadzika mumweya wangu, pakupedzisira ndinomutumira email yekuti vangaverenge, kunyangwe ivo vachinyatsoidudzira kune izvo zvavanofunga kuti anoda kunzwa mukusavapo kwechiitiro chedu chekuvimba nacho Rimwe zuva tasvika. Hazvigoneke kutaura kwaari, kana akadaro, kuseka kwakanaka kwaakandidzidzisa kwaizonditungamira kuti ndimuudze zvinhu nenzira chete yatinogara tichitaura, mune hutsinye prose.

- Mhoroi changamire, ndiudze chikonzero nei vasingagure musoro wako. - Ipapo isu tichava nekuseka sezvakaita zuva iro mupaki, paakandiudza saizvozvo. - Iwe unoshaya simba, kuti ungasvika sei kune avo vakaremara shamwari, zvinoita kunge usati wasvika mhuru mazuva matatu.

Paanomirira kuona izvo mugadziri wedu afunga, ndinovimba ndichamumbundira. Kusasimba, chinhambwe uye kumirira chipfumbamwe chemotherapy kunotyisa.

—Simbisa— Chikunguru 2007
Vhiki rino akadzoka mushure memwedzi 9 muUnited States, haana kurasikirwa nebvudzi rake ne chemo, ane hutano uye mune zvakanaka mamiriro ekunakidzwa nemazuva ake pano muSiguatepeque, Honduras ... ndatenda neminamato yako.

—Simbisa- Chikunguru 23, 2008
Aenda nhasi.