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Raive zuva rechinyakare, renhandare dzinonetsa, hurukuro mu geomatic Chirungu, uye kurwadziwa kwekushure kubva kuToshiba inorema yaive ichibhururuka mubendekete chaimo. Mushure memaawa akati wandei ekunonoka kubhururuka ini ndakanga ndave nekafi mbiri nebhawa rechokoreti. Kutambisa nguva ndanga ndatenga yakakosha vhezheni ye Rarama kurondedzera-Kubva kuna García Márquez-, chiito icho mabharani wandipa chinosarudzika chakagadzirwa chinonakidza pandakaverengera zita rangu, ndichiedza chiratidzo chandisina kuzotenga. Ndakarega basa kumirira, ini ndanga ndakagara mumba umo vanhu vaitaridzika kunge vasina chimwe chekuita.

Pandakanzwa kusheedzwa kwekusvika paTerminal 27, ndakasimuka semusoja ndokuenda pakarepo ndichitsvaga cheya yaive pedyo. Pandakaburitsa bhuku rangu, iro rakanga radya mapeji angangoita makumi mana nematatu, ndakaziva kuti iyo yekuparadzanisa yakanga isipo, ndakarangarira ndichiona ichidonha kubva pachigaro changu, saka ndakakurumidza kudzoka kuti ndinotsvaga.

Pandakasvika ndaive ndakaziva nezvechiso chemumwe mukadzi uyo nemakumbo ake akayambuka uye sutukesi yechienzi yakasvibira yaive yakagara pacheya. Ndakaona divider pazasi, ndakamhanya ndokumukumbira zvine mutsindo kuti andirege nditore chinhu pasi pechigaro chake. Akandipfura nekukasira, kusatarisa uye pakarepo akakotamisa torso yake kuti azviitire ega. Akatora chiparadzanisa ndokuchitarisa kwemasekonzi mashoma, akabva andiona neziso rake rekurudyi uye panguva iyoyo chaiyo hupenyu hwangu hwakaita chando charamusca.

Kwemwedzi ndaive ndakatsaurira zvipo zvangu zvakavanzika kunyora tsamba dzakatumirwa kune vaviri vevaunodzidza navo kubva pagore rekutanga, mumwe kubva pagore rechipiri uye mumwe kubva kuchikoro, uyo nemasendi makumi mashanu akabhadhara gumi nematanhatu emaraini angu evasikana vakadanana nenziyo dzangu uye ndokudanana neni. mazita avo. Ayo aive makore iwayo apo ini ndaitenda kuti kumeso kwangu, kwakavanzwa kuseri kwebvudzi rakasarudzika uye kubiridzira kwekusabva kuguta guru, kwaisazombondibvumidza mhinduro yakanaka kubva kumusikana, yakaderera pane iyo yaivhenekera maziso angu zvigaro zvitatu pamberi pangu. mutsara wangu. Achida kusambomugamuchidza, akange amunyorera tsamba nekuchengetwa kwenyaya imwe chete iyi, nemazwi andisina kumboisa mumisheni yemamenari. Ini ndaive ndakapeta sekutaurwa kwazvakaitwa uye zvine hungwaru zvakange zvabatanidza mavambo emazita edu.

Rimwe zuva ndakafunga kumupa, chikonzero chacho chaive chemwana asi zvakanditorera mazuva ekuronga. Mangwanani ndakamukumbira kuti andikweretese bhuku reSocial Studies, pakati aive akaisa tsamba, muchikamu chaaifanira kudzidza kuti asawira mukusekwa kwe Elementary unyanzvi pamwe nemubvunzo wake unogumbura 7 mangwanani.

"Bhuku rako rekunyora," ndakati, kuzunza ruoko rwangu sokunge ndakanga ndichipinda muchikoro chebhodhi kune imwe chete yemishonga kana hafu yemagazini inonyadzisira.

Akatambanudza ruoko rwake uye paakatarisa kwandiri achinyemwerera zvine mutsindo, tese takaona tsamba ichiwira pasi. Ndakadedera senge baba va Cucaracho Akatiwana tichiba nzimbe, ndakabata maziso ake ndikaona kuti huma yake yakamonyoroka sei, akabva akotama kunhonga missive uyezve tsiye dzake dzakatambanudzwa, kurebesa nekufinyamisa chiso zvakare neruoko rwake achivhara tsamba. Ipapo ziso rake rakasvuuka uye akandiona semiromo yake isina kusimba yaipa kunyemwerera kwekuda kuziva, kushamisika uye mashiripiti.

Icho chaive chikonzero nei ndakanyatsoziva kutaura kwake pandakasimudza separator, yakabva yangonditakura makiromita mune sekondi imwe chete makore makumi maviri nematatu gare gare. Anofanira kunge akaverenga zita rangu -chokwadi hapana mumwe munhu akapfeka-. Akakodza tsiye dzake mbiri pakati, akadzidzikisa, ndokusimudza musoro kwandiri munguva yaigona kunge yakarongwa. Meso ake akanaka akawedzera mukushamisika, pakarepo maziso ake maviri akapenya, kudedera, uye muromo wake wakasindimara wakataura zvakafanana nemanheru iwayo mukirasi. Education Civic.

Ndakaoma nechando, ndakatambanudza ruoko rwangu kunge zombie kukumbira kupatsanura uye minwe yake payakabata yangu magetsi emagetsi akapfuura nemumoyo mangu uye makumbo angu akazunguzika kunge mapofu akatwasuka. Bundu rakapinda muhuro mangu uye hafu yemisodzi yakaumbwa pamagumo eziso rangu pandakaona chiso ichocho chakachengetwa muchikamu 1 cheakaundi yangu kwemakore. Matama ake aive akafanana, aine mamwe makemhi, mimvuri ye eyelid uye kuomeswa kwesalon kwakaratidzika kunge kwaive kusiri tsika yake asi kwakapa kubata kwakati siyanei pane zvakarambidzwa nechikoro chebhodhingi. Asi iye aive iye.

Zvino apo patakabata mawoko, tisingazive nzvimbo, masutukesi, uye ruzha kubva kumagudzanzwi, iyo nguva kapisi yakavhurwa. Mwedzi mitanhatu yegore iro yakamhanya nendangariro dzangu, mushure mekunge tsamba yangu diki yabata moyo wake akafunga kundipindura mazwi akandisiira vhiki rese nekurwadziwa mu sternum. Ini ndaishuvira kuti kirasi iuye kuzomuona achipinda, akarongedzwa nepallet skirt yake, bvudzi rakanaka shava, kuitira kuti andibate neziso iro raizondipa hupenyu mangwanani ese nerufu husiku. Ipapo ndanga ndakatarisira chikamu chemasikati kuti andipe kabhuku kaive nekatsamba kaizoperera muhomwe mangu. Kirasi yakagara nekusingaperi, ndakashingirira ndakatsungirira inert, kuti ndiende kuiverenga kanomwe ndakazorora, ndine misodzi mudumbu uye kurwadziwa mukati -mukati mukati- Yemapfupa. Saka ndaida kuti huve husiku kuti vadzime mwenje. Ndaivhara maziso angu ndonyatsoona kumeso kwake nekamwe kunyemwerera, tsiye dzake dzakakotama, dzakakotama, dzichinyemwerera.

Nguva yaiita kunge isingapfuuri, zvinhu zvaive zvisina pfungwa yekuve, makirasi, vanhu, iye chete neni. Hapana kana akambobvunza nezve chakavanzika chebhuku remabhuku raitakura tsamba mbiri dzakabuda uye mbiri dzakabuda svondo rega rega, nemitsara iyo yaakange asati ambonyora pakukumbira nemhinduro izvo kusvikira panguva iyoyo handina kumbofungidzira kuti zvinogona kubva mumweya wake.

Aya ndiwo mararamire aive mu boarding chikoro, isu taida nemweya wedu wese chiso chatisingazombobata, maziso atisingazombotsvoda, miromo yataingotsvoda nerombo chete. Iwo mashoma ekutaurirana akabiwa aive mukirasi ye Mudzidzisi, pandakamurega achishandisa chisero kuti aparadze ngoro yangu yemuti ini ndichimupa chidzidzo chaingova nechinangwa chekubata maoko ake, chiito chaakapindura nekakusvinura pamazano eminwe yangu. Idzo ndidzo dzaive dzakanyanya kunaka nguva dzerudo, akadaro -pamakadhi- izvo zvakanyungudutsa mweya wake panguva yangu yemakore gumi nematatu kunzwa kwaive kwakasimba zvekuti kwakandikonzera mashoma ejaculations emagetsi uye chishuwo chekufira mukati kubva mukufara kwekudaidzira zita rake paSaturn neMuvhuro mangwanani. Panguva ino handichanzwi tsitsi kuti ndizvireurure zvisina kuchena, asi mune idzodzo pubertos makore, zvechokwadi, zvinhu zvose zvaive chikonzero chakakwana chakanaka.

Asi hapana munhu anogona kufungidzira kana madota ezvo anogona kuchinjwa kupfuura zvinetso zvatinowana uye kupa zvinorehwa noupenyu huno.

Iyo nguva yekujekesa haina kana kutipa nguva yekuyambuka mazwi mashoma kunhandare yendege, zvaiita kunge zvisina basa uye hatina kana kuziva kuti kubata kwemunwe kwakatora nguva yakareba sei. Nzara dzake dzakapfava, dzisina polish, dzakasvinira minwe yangu zvakare uye kumbundira kwacho kwaive kwakanyanya. Ndakamutsvoda mutsipa padyo nemhete dzake nechishuwo chekuchema, ndichinhuwirira pefiyumu yake yemaruva mumvura, ndainzwa kuchema kunosuwisa pandakamuudza zita -ainzi ani?- chaipo munzeve, apo pandainzwa mazamu ake achimanikidza kupfuudza chipfuva changu.

Ipapo gudzanzwi rakazivisa zita rangu, richinyevera kuti gonhi rakanga rave pedyo nekuvhara. Ndakanzwa hasha uye mune yechipiri yekumhanyisa ndakamubvunza email yake, akainyora pasi muchiparadzanisa, ndakaraira yangu asi ndakanzwisisa kugona kwake kwakashata neiyo chiratidzo paakatadza kududzira izwi Gmail.

"Usanetseka, ndine yako," ndakati, pane zvaakapindura zvakasimba.
-Urege kurasa, unofanira kunyora kwandiri-

Asi pakanga pasina nguva, saka ndakatora muparadzanisi, ndakaiisa mubhuku ndokubva ndaenda nechingwa chidiki uye kukonzerwa nekurumwa kwake pamutsipa wangu.

Ini ndakakwira ndege, ndichishuvira kuti mujaho uurasike uye nekutya kwekusangana kwakashata. Ndakabata bhuku ndakabata pachipfuva changu sekunge chaive chikamu cheangu, sekunge hupenyu hwangu hwaivepo, apo ini ndichigadzirira kurota. Masekonzi mashoma gare gare uya wekufamba naye akatanga kutaura kunge pfuti yemushini, airatidzika kunge mukomana asingagone kutaura. Ini ndaisada kurasikirwa nenguva iyoyo nechikara uyo akandiudza nezvezvinhu chiuru mundima nhanhatu pasina kuiswa mukati, saka ndakamuendesa kunhau yaGarcía Márquez. Izvo mumapurani angu ndaiita kunge ndaverenga rimwe nerimwe remabhuku ake, ndakasarudza The Hojarasca,saka ndakamupa kopi yangu, iyo, sezvaitarisirwa, aive asati averenge.

Ndakatora bhukumaki, ndikariisa muhomwe yangu sezvandakaita nemakadhi madiki, ipapo ndakavhara maziso angu ... uye ndikazviona zvakare. Ikoko, kwaaigara kune rimwe divi redare, pasi pehwindo re Prof. Raquel Ramos, nemakumbo akayambuka uye neziso rakarasika. Ini, kubva kune rimwe divi, pabhenji rematanda, kudzamara maziso edu abatanidzwa mune tambo chaiyo yaiita kunge yaisafarira mutambo webasketball, muridzo wemakurukota, maparoti pasuo rinotevera kana zvibodzwa zvekupedzisira. Ndakarangarira rwendo irworwo The Relief, pedyo nedziva AzuleraPaaipfeka rakakamira-rakaringana aqua green blouse ... kunyemwerera kwake kunofanirwa kunge kwakafanana asi kwakasarudzika uye kusingakanganwike maitiro. Ipapo ndakarangarira rwendo rwekuenda San Jose del Potrero, –More padhadhi pane San José-. Ino nguva mune yunifomu yekudenga yekwaya yaProfe Nancy ... sengirozi.

-Esda akagadzirira mwoyo wake, kuti abvunze mutemo wake ...

ivo vakaita chaizvoizvo sevatumwa.

Chiso chake chaMwari chakandipedza, uye neusiku usiku husina hope iye zvino akandiendesa kumhanya mumakore.

Kubva kubva kunhandare yendege kwanga kuchikurumidza, tekisi yakandiendesa kuhotera uye pane imwe nguva ndakanga ndakagara zvakanaka muLouis XV style chair ndichitsvaga isina waya kubatana. Ndakaisa ruoko muhomwe mangu kutsvaga separator ndikashaya. Ndakaisa ruoko rwangu mune imwe, ini handina kuiwanawo. Kutya kwakapinda mumoyo mangu uye ndikatanga kutarisa mune dzimwe nzvimbo: mubhuku, muchikwama changu, muhembe yangu, mupasipoti yangu… pakange pasina ipapo!

Zvishoma nezvishoma, mumwe, mumwe, uye zvakare ndakafamba nepfupi yega yega mumutoro wangu, apo pandakarasa chidimbu chimwe nechimwe, kurwadziwa muchipfuva kwangu kwakatanga kukura. Ipapo ndakabvisa nguvo imwe neimwe kusvikira ndashama, ndainzwa kunge benzi kechipiri uye sezvo ini ndisingazive ndakatanga kugadzira zvipunu ndakasvika pamhedzisiro yakaipa.

-Ii Tsvina! - ndakaridza mhere neziso rangu. Ndichiri kudhonza bvudzi rangu, ndakasvotesa mudenga ndikaburitsa zvimwe zvinyadzi zvisina kukodzera blog iyi.

Izvo zvaive makore mashoma apfuura. Ini handichaziva kuti ndodzora kuomesa musoro kwangu, kana kubvunza ramangwana, tofunga kuti tese takaomeswa, kana kusahadzika kana zvanyatsoitika.

Ini ndinogona kungomutenda nekunditendera kuti ndimude kupfuura zviroto, kanopfuura kamwe. Izvo hazvigone kuve zvinopfuura zvenguva pfupi, asi muzviitiko zvese izvi, nechikonzero chega chekundifungisa kuti ndiripo.

Zvakare ... Maita henyu.

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